Well, lately I've been doing nothing but school work. Know that I've finished it all, I can finally have some me time. I've got most christmas presents bought the only ones I need to get is my sisters and friends(this year I'm only getting presents for my close friends). I'm so glad my birthday is near christmas because it gets me alot of money so I can buy presents for others.

So last week I went to edinburgh with my best friend Louise. We stayed up late talking, we went shopping and we went on a ghost walk. On the Sunday it was funny and wet because... we went to this science museum in it was this room where you watched this movie and the chairs had speakers sticking out the sides. I was in hysterics the whole time and Louise managed to wack her head on the speakers every couple of minutes. After we decided to walk to the hotel so we asked Louises dad for directions, we ended up getting lost and we where completely on the wrong side of edinburgh in the pouring rain. After an hour of walking around with water dripping off us we decided to get help in this tourist information center, and they gave us directions to a taxi place. Sunday was also Louise's birthday.

Well hopefully tonight I'll start drawing a portrait because I do love drawing manga/anime, but I'm also working on my portraits and real life drawings. On friday I herd this guy talking about me in art, he said that my amazing at drawing manga. I was pleased to here that but it also upset me abit because most people have only seen my manga work so they think thats the only thing I'm good at. I'm above average in real life drawing but I do need to improve, I also want to show people that I'm not just a 1 hit wonder (I know that phrase is normally used in music but I thought what the heck and wrote it). The hardest thing when it comes to drawing protraits is choosing the person you want to draw, it drives me crazy I always get everything ready and then end up spending hours trying to find that perfect picture to draw. I normally draw my heroes (singers- the only heroes I have are in bands other than my sister and Louise) or actors. But when I draw my heroes I want it to go perfect, because if it doesnt then its like a big kick in the face to me.

I want to do so many things in my life, but I'm afraid that I might not have enouth time. I want to do most of it when I'm young, but school is getting in the way! I know what I want to do, but yet there still making me do things that I don't like, like french and geography. Thoses classes are alright but I don't really want a job in it, I know french can be important and help you later on in life but at the moment I want to expand on the things I love and do because I want to not because I have to. I can't wait until easter because thats when I get to pick my options, and I can drop all of those classes that I don't care about. I know this sounds bad but I hate where I live, Redcar isn't really a place full of dreams. I want to get out, I can't picture myself in a small town when I'm older. I also want to persue a career in Art or music (Arts the most likely 1) I also don't want to be stuck in a dead-end job.

Well thank you if you've read it all! lol + it's my birthday on monday!